I know I'm not supposed to feel that way but I do, I know I'm not supposed to think like that but I am, it hurts seeing people with other people enjoying themselves and I'm here, all alone.
I'm not envious, I'm just praying for a life like that, to have a guy in my life, who's my friend, my brother, my father, my son, my sheild when I want him to be, and my best friend when I'm in need of one. I want to go shopping with him, to laugh, sing, love, and pray together and for each other.
For once I'd like to use my own relationship advice for my own relationship, not fix someone else's.
I want to have to fight my parents for him, for us.
But because I am who I am, I'll never get that, I'm not that type of girl, I'm not lucky.
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